Ups and downs. This new system is HARD. I only did about 3% of what I usually do. That’s pathetic. Sometimes I just want to scream while I’m at work. I don’t know whether it’s good to be off next week. I mean it’s good for me mentally and physically. I won’t have to sit at the computer all day. This job is a killer. I guess the only bad thing about being off is being a little behind.
Even though it was drizzling today, I went on a 20-minute walk with my dog. I just needed to get out of the house and do something other than work, work, work, work, work.
I got a new microphone for YouTube videos! It wasn’t expensive ($22) and it is one of the best on the market. YAY! The only problem is that my YT videos will be about 1 minute and 30 seconds each. I’m doing 12 of these a month. Is that too short for YT? Should I bother? Do I have to come up with more content? Well, this is FREE content. I’m putting my time in, paying my dues and working for free. So…I don’t know. I will ask my mentor about this. Does anyone upload or watch 2-minute videos? I honestly don’t know because not many people are doing it. What can I say? I’m not a talker.
I have recorded the same video about 5 times for practice. I’m so glad I have the microphone. I can be softspoken when I’m nervous, and the mic takes care of that. I wanted the $50 camera everyone recommends but I don’t think it’s necessary. It would be nice, but not a need right now.
Anyone with a link to my tarot website will easily be able to see my new YouTube videos. Just click on the link on my video on the front page, and it should take you to my page. It’s easy to find anyway. I have the same handle everywhere. I should begin uploading my 12 short videos by Tuesday at the latest. Btw, I’m still planning on taking Wednesday off from EVERYTHING. More on next week’s plans later.
Oh, how could I forget about therapy? I had a session today. I’m so done with her. I’m either going to see her every other week, OR I’m going to just stop seeing her. The only reason I have an appointment next week is because she promised me a resource she gave her sister. Okay, I’ll take that info. After that, bye bye? I don’t know what’s wrong with her. Maybe I’ll blog more about this later.
I hope Demi takes her life seriously because so many people (like her family) care for her. I hope she loves herself as much as so many people love her. This isn’t supposed to come across as judgmental because I am no better than her. I’ve never done drugs, but I’m addicted to other things. I don’t see us as different. At all. So many people struggling. So many demons. Sigh.
Instead of blogging, I should have been reading. Oh well. I have to get in one “oh well” a week. I have two free readings to do this week. Trying to get my numbers up! Need to pay my dues. One day I’m going to be awesome. 😉 Not that I suck now, but I need to be seasoned. For some reason, I didn’t get any reading requests over the weekend which made this weekend pretty great. I didn’t go anywhere, I worked only 3 hours of overtime, and I worked on my own tarot stuff the rest of the time. Oh, I’m supposed to be going. I need to get me some sleeeeeeep.