my goal seems perfectly clear

I read a finance self help book once. One of the rules was to pretend that you have money. haha! But I did that yesterday. I went to Macy’s and Forever 21 (for the 1st time). I ordered from F21 online once but I’ve never been to the store. I had to keep reminding myself that all I do is go to the gym. All the cute clothes…forget it.

I had my birthday Macy’s gift card. I brought these fab skinny jeans:

purple

purple

How do you like my modeling skills? 🙂 I’ve been to two different Macy’s in the past year. Neither had an active wear section. I had hoped to find something for the gym. I did buy two pair of leggings from Forever 21. Boring gym clothes but that is all I really need.

I just got back from the free gym. I did weights and cardio. That scale says I weigh 133. Whatevs. OH! I had wheat yesterday. I went to a Mexican place at the mall and brought soft tacos. I’m pretty sure the tortillas had wheat. I hope this isn’t the start of my downfall. :/

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Last week I was depressed. I couldn’t focus and I was lethargic. At first I thought it was more of REAL depression. Real depression is depression without a reason (to me anyways).  It just hits out of nowhere. But now I’m wondering it if was just work depressing me. I would rather have a reason since I’m on an anti-depressant. I’m feeling better now. I can actually read! What a concept.

I’m anxious about next week. Work is changing for me. So anything could happen. Scary.

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