like punching in a dream

I just made my camping reservation. Renting a cabin in midseason isn’t as cheap as I thought. I had second and third thoughts about hitting “reserve”. But I’m excited to go to a state park for my birthday. I’ve never been to this place before. The park is 1,683 acres. (!!) I really hope my dog gets to go. It will be so much more fun with her there. I don’t think she’ll be able to walk as much as I want to (she is 16 and has arthritis) so I’ll have to leave her at the cabin sometimes. Not that I can walk a ton with my feet problems.

I’m in cabin #3 which is sooo far away from the other cabins and everything else. It is on the edge of the park. I hope I can walk to the river. I can tell by looking at the map that my dog probably won’t be able to make it unless I plan on taking all day with a lot of resting. It looks like a walk to the river is about 3 miles round trip.

No internet. No TV. If it rains a ton, I’ll just take out my Kindle and some 3D books so I won’t get bored. I will take a ton of pictures. YAY. 🙂 .

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I’ve been depressed. I’m lacking motivation. Concentration is hard. etc. Even a beach trip isn’t cheering me up. It just seems like too much to do even though I went there randomly last month. Spontaneous I can do but having an actual plan…too freaking much!! I’ll get over it. Trust me. 😉

I have to just concentrate on staying at my apartment. I go back tonight. Even the thought makes my stomach flip.

No more thinking!

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Why do people suck so much? If I ever leave a suicide note, I’m going to make this person’s life a living hell.  Funny – because I don’t think about getting back at people in general while I’m alive. I know it will be taken care of. To do it after death is cruel……right? I’m so nice to this person and it is so frustrating. I have a lot more to say about this but no time right now. I’ll either blog it out or go after it in my paper journal. That is my therapy.

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House of Cards” is really good. I can’t wait for season 2.  I tried watching “Girls” season 2 over the weekend. So not for me. I liked season 1 more. I only was able to get through episode 6 or 7 of season 2. I still heart Lena Dunham but her show…ugh.

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