Goddess Eyes

I should be dancing baby.

Ugh, what is up with this snow stuff? What happened to global warming? Hello? Last year we didn’t get any snow. It was marvelous.

When I was in Barnes & Nobles I overheard a guy on his cellphone. Guess what he was talking about? Having kids! (see entry below). The woman he is dating does not want kids. He wants kids “one day”. He seemed surprised and confused. I guess he just found out. Poor thing. I wonder what will happen. Will they stay together with hopes that one will change his or her mind? Or is it over? I will never know. That would be a deal breaker for me.

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I’m planning my next big trip. I’m going to Puerto Vallarta! I don’t know when and I don’t know how. Yes,  I know other countries besides Mexico exist but Puerto Vallarta has everything I love: crafts & the beach. Oaxaca just had crafts…..and good food. I might not be going alone this time. My mom might come. She has never been out of the country. She loves the beach so I know she’ll love PV. It’ll have to be another short trip. Two days for travel and three days in Mexico. I would love to spend more time there.

I really want to go the first week of May in 2014. I’m just doing research now. I have a 2009 PV guidebook on the way from Ebay. And I will be stopping by the library soon to get more books.

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It doesn’t look like I’ll be able to stay at the Y. 😦 My 2011 tax return still hasn’t arrived. I know they are busy this time of year. Bummer. I have one other gym in mind. Tax return not needed so I’ll go there if nothing can be worked out at the Y. I have mailed 3 forms to the IRS and faxed one form. I’ve tried everything. If I hadn’t move, I probably could find my return. I dunno…I kinda want to stick with the Y.

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My One Little Word – LESS. I have given up on LESS processed foods. I’m sort of trying to put one foot in front of the other and I’m currently getting food anyway I can get it. I lost 4 pounds during my I’m-too-anxious-to-eat-anything phase. I will probably gain it back quickly which will mess up my metabolism. Anyhow, I’m glad I can eat on most days. I still have my moments but it rarely lasts all day.

What I really want to focus on is spending LESS money. I have more bills now and thanks to congress, I’m making less money. I’m trying to figure out what to cut and what not to buy. I could really use a new yoga mat but do I need one? Of course not. My knees say I need a padded mat though…ha. I borrowed this mat: (ProSource Premium 1/2-Inch Extra Thick High Density Exercise Yoga Mat with Comfort Foam and Carrying Case) at the Y. Awesome! Now I want my own for my hardwood floor in my apartment. See how I’m convincing myself that I need it?

I used to be Miss Frugal. I guess that has changed*. I used to be fine living with LESS. I used to thrive on it. I want to get back to that. How do I do that when a new yoga mat seems like a good idea? I recently brought a leather journal handmade in Italy. I’m in love with it. It will probably take anywhere from 3 – 5 years to fill. It is worth it but what the hell am I doing? Shouldn’t I be saving? blah, blah.

I will probably end up buying the mat. :/

*Well I did buy my new dishes from the Goodwill so I’m still thrifty.

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