I’m not a saint & I’m not what you think

I erased one entry and then another. I hate when I start to erase because then I want to erase everything. It’s not that serious. I am pretty sure someone at work found my blog. I’m not going to delete this blog over that.

I feel bad about saying “I don’t believe in suicide prevention”. I mean for ME. People with mental illness can be treated (in some/most cases…depends on what you have). They can get better. That isn’t the only statement I think can be misconstrued. I bet a lot of people who accidentally ran across my “having a kid is selfish” post twisted the hell out of that due to their own issues. When all I wanted to say was, “I don’t care what most people do. Live and let live. But when you choose to bring a child into the world please think ‘Is this what I want/society expects or do I think I will be a good parent?” That probably didn’t help anything. LOL.

I hate explaining myself. I think too fast. My thoughts are not concise.

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I didn’t work today. Long story. Bummer. I can’t believe school is going to cost me $1050! I could almost go to Mexico with that. But I’m trying not to think about it that way. Not being able to work today is really going to affect how much I will be able to pay in cash. The rest will be paid with a 0% interest credit card check. That sounds great, right. But the no interest thing doesn’t last forever (not a full year or anything). And I have car and house repairs to pay for. Blah blah blah

What is it about me that people like to get it on my nerves? Rhetorical question. I’m sure these people are super nice. 😉

Sorry.

My earrings from South Korea came. DIE! I’ve been wearing them every day. I’m posting the pic of them again. They look much better in person and more antique-y.

cameo earrings

Tomorrow is going to be busy. Then Monday – Wednesday will be the most intense days of my life. All I have to say is: TELEPHONES

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